Devious Journal Entry
Miserablemaybe this time i will find the courage i need and this will be my last entry.
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i dont love youi dont miss you i dont want to see you anymorei dont love you
i know you dont i know i wont feel it anymore
i thouhgt i loved you i thought you cared i knew you better than anyone and you were always there but still you left me standing
all alone i didnt know what i'd saig or what it was i'd done
so i cried
and ran away
hiding in the dark i called for you i dreamed of you but then i left you there
so i dont miss you anymore i dont call your name so i dont want to know your dreams
blameall i ever doblame
is look for someone to take the blame coz i know its not my fault but i have t have a name to direct the anger at the bitterness the pain i know its not their fault but i'll blame them all the same all i ever do is cover up for you i find someone else to blame for what you do
maybe if i listenedmaybe if i listened i would hear my own advice stop holding on to hopelesness and start hanging in on lifemaybe if i listened
maybe if i listened i'd stop trying to see i'd actually hear the truth not live in fantasy
maybe if i listened
you'd still be here now maybe if i'd listened.. but i doubt it somehow
dissapointing heroin the dark the rain caresses my skin beating down to wash away the stains of dissapointment the stains that my tears could not removedissapointing hero
i waited for you on a night just like this on the side of the road my bag got soaked i waited alone
i waited for a hero that didnt come,because he had moved on
i know you didnt say youd come say goodbye but i thouht,cozyou knew how i felt,that you'd maybe say hi
before you left me here ,because you could move on
i had a plan all worked out i was gonna catch a ride and go with you,forever at you
SasuNaru Chapter 6SasuNaru 6SasuNaru Chapter 6
The walk home made Naruto's legs exuasted! His weak leg muscles were in alot of pain, so when they were getting close, Sasuke broke the rules and picked up Naruto when they were about three minutes away from home.
"Wait, no, Sasuke! You can't! She said! My legs!" Naruto said fidgiting.
"Naruto, you look like your in so much pain! Were almost there, just let me carry you a little bit, ok?" Sasuke begs, carrying him bridal style.
"Ok, fine." Naruto caving easily because he was in so much pain.
When they reach the house, Sasuke sets him down on his bed.
"Ouc
One Nigh StandDarkness became all consuming as the sun slipped below the horizon. The salty smell of ocean spray drifted on the wind, giving the city a slightly fishy smell. People walked among the streets, enjoying the Friday night. Cars zoomed past at high speeds and the city lights blurred out all of nature.One Nigh Stand
High heels clicking against the concrete of the sidewalk, Ayume took a deep breath, filling her lungs with the salty-sea scent. Her emerald green eyes were on the ground, avoiding the sight of anything that might arouse her hormones… yet. Her honey blonde hair was continued in a messy ponytail, which only made her look slightly wil
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Once you realize that you are wrong...you are always right.
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Imperare sibi maximum imperium est
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destroy your house
and bang your head
you're nothing now
your dreams are dead
so rip your hair
and cut out your eyes
your nothing now
don't even try
this is going to be the worst christmas ever.
tip to anyone in love or a freshly broken heart:when you get your heart broken deal with it straight away,cry the tears,shout the anger,dont bottle it up becaue it comes back and it kicks you harder than anything else when you are already down.
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each morning alittle bit of me dies inside. each morning i hope it is my last. each morning i am duped by death. and each morning comes again.and again.and again.
someone save me
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